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Oh...my Baby Binkles...you were by far the best thing that has ever happened to me. I miss you so, SO much. As I am typing this, I just inadvertently glanced over to your lounging spot by the air vent, somehow subconsciously just expecting you to be there -all sprawled out, nose twitching gently every few seconds in your relaxed state. Every now and then I'll hear a sound behind me -the fan blowing a piece of paper or something- and just automatically assume that it's you. But my heart breaks as I come back down to earth and accept that...you're really gone.
For a whole 4 1/2 years, you were ALWAYS there for me; no matter what happened, I always knew that I had a sweet little Binkle-Bunny to come home to. My Baby..
An entire 4 1/2 years, but not NEARLY long enough. I love and miss you so much. More than you -or anyone else for that matter- could ever even begin to imagine.
You were taken from me so suddenly, you were so young. I just can't believe you're gone..
As I held you in my arms that last night, comforting you, I told you in my mind that it was alright for you to leave if you had to. But I didn't want you to leave...oh LORD, I didn't want you to leave..
As I set you back in your bunny home for the night, Grandbunny and I prayed the same -for you to be healed and comforted -for recovery. But I hesitated, and through sobs, I also told God that...if His will was...different...to take you peacefully, and without fear.
And he did just that.
After placing a kiss on your nose, I lay down next to you as I did every night, told you I loved you, and turned out the lights.
3 hours later, you were gone..
I know you're in God's arms now, whole and pain-free again.
I miss you more than anything, Baby Binkles. You were my first bunny -THE bunny. And...you always will be. My Heart Bunny. I can't wait to see you again and binky along by your side.
Oh, and just so you know, I will always tell everyone:
"So I was talkin' to my widdle Binkle-Buenny, and she TOLD me she was a buenny! She said, "Mommy? I a widdle buenny!" And I said, "I know widdle Binkles, you're my widdle Binkle-Buenny!" And den she said, "I mubv ew." And den I said, "Well I mubv ew too, Binkles!" And den SHE said, "Well, I mubv EW a whole, whole mot!" And den I said, "Well I mubv EW a whole, whole, WHOLE, whole mot!" And DEN guess what happened?? Den, den, she kissed me, and den I kissed her, and DEN, we snuggled!!!"
...no one but you and I and Grandbunny needs to know what that means.